Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Back to blog again...
So much has been happening around me, but nothing happening has happen to me..
When friends meet with relationship problems it always burst my bubbles a little. But as they get back on their feets, my bubbles starts floating all around again... I think i have a extra space in-built with all those extra emotions. So i always seem to feel twice of everything... When a careless remarks by someone gives me twice the insecurity... The surprised sms can give double the senseless joy .. The trip back to memory lane floods the emo bank... A energetic feel good song always give me the extra bounce to work...
i worried about her bottling up her feelings and not crying enough. Cos i knows how much saying out helps the heart heals , and how crying makes you feel better somehow. I wish i could do something more.... Mere words type dwarfs how much i want to say.. And somehow after these, i realised it was a beautiful hallucination afterall...
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Hee, i was with this HR manager as we make our way down to NUS for their career fair. We gungho gungho carried all the pop up display, posters, standees and lotsa of other stuffs and set up in NUS. Two vulnerable girls.. HAHAHA, the car was packed to the brim and there was no space for anything else. Loading we had a little help from "shuai ge" (called by her to him), but unloading was NUTS. I was carrying 2 bags each on my shoulder and carrying many big posters... And 'eye-power' by passer-bys...Okie okie main point. Imagine the absolute delight as i see a group of shuai ges loithering at the car when we went back after a tiring set up. Hees, kidding... But then it was the absolute entertainment of finding the passenger window rolled down ALL THE WAY!!! Oh my tian ah! That explain the loitering~~ Haha, i just burst out laughing cos how could we forgot. How could i not realised....
I started running.. Yes, use to said how much i hate it . But i grow to think its not so difficult afterall. Use to think i cant run. But thinks its frees my mind somehow. Okiesokies, the truth is being desk bound makes me feel ballooned.. Hees..But seriously, i think when i said no one can can replace anybody... its true as much as its a lie for not trying... Ah-hur ..
I have Vday PLANS. Hees, Gonna play mind games and be in the company that promises fun & laughter always. Alsolute delight~ For those we dun know, I know i promised a secret "Together" sms when things happen, HAHAA. For those who know me well enuff, you shld know what i have up my sleeves~~~ Shhhhhh....*to be revealed after Vday*
pretty random entry ...
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