a girl u never quite get what u see
Sunday, September 17, 2006
I dun understand why i go out of my way to please someone?And when i really shouldn't have meddled so much. I realised back when i was in secondary school that when u put yourself in a "victim" position, you will must likely get all climbed over.The reluctance to stand up for self, and eventually the bottled up frustration becomes a catalyse road to self-destruct.. And then whether i like that person becomes secondary, cos the feeling of being used over-shadow everything else..guess its the last strawSometimes i wonder why i am so stubborn, when i can have the easier(better) way out...And then i think of what i hold on for and believe in till today, and realise my answer is jsut to look inwards. guess i knew what i want.
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