Monday, July 03, 2006
If i cld choose a state to be in , i will want to {not be alone}. if i cld choose a moment to be in, i will want to {be alone}..If i could have a choice on the above, it guess i would have accepted it more gallently and less resentful of being left alone. I never thought i will be so dependent of company until that day. Something that i thought i would never felt, overwhelm me like an old friend. I am not a pussy who can't be alone. I can have a book and sit for hrs at a cafe just reading and not checking my hp every one minute, but i guess the difference is the choice and the situation. I always thought loners as ice waiting to be break and to be melt by friendliness and lotsa of friendship. Cos i seriuosly think that anyone who thinks someone(who is always alone) likes to be alone is so dense. .. =S Its ok is so easy to say but so hard to stomach...
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