a girl u never quite get what u see
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Some things are getting to me , in a not so nice way.I dun like the assumptions and everything else that comes with it. Its as if its all so clear cut and 'make sense' when its my life in the firing line here. Not as in MY life so buzz off. But more of , if only u would walk a mile in my shoes and see where i am coming from and understand i am a highly emotional & possibly a very dramatic person... Other stuffs like not having some quiet time for myself is making me resent other people's company. I don't wanna try no more yet i feel obliged to. And its the worse dilemmia that i have to be caught in. Its time like this i wish i could just erase everything and just start afresh. That i feel so tempted to run away. But yen asked if i would be happier after running away, and i know i won't. She does ask the right question sometimes...On a happier note, things are going smoothly in dip and in the $$ jobs. Hopefully things can continue to be so, and more meet ups with the gg gang, dmns & cl gals.. Miss all yr company sooo much. =) I want to immerse in all those girlie chatters and laughters again~~
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