Sunday, May 14, 2006
Be careful of what u wish for,and i have been getting the feeling i am wishing for the wrong things recently. I looked back at what i secretly envy in some girls and i felt so silly and laughable now. And to know that i still get the occassional insecurities because of some superficial reasons and my awkward self , doesn't exactly make me proud of my self. I like ribbons & pretty flowers, especially much. The colourful floral prints & the cute bows. So pretty. Sometimes I try to be who i am not. Then failing miserably to put up the front.
Change. The only thing that is constant is change.Because of my recent change and my lax in principles, these have dented my self image a little. & inedviently caused me to like myself that much less. And all this while,after all the nudging and persuation by yen & friends to do the right things, i finally decided that there's really no easier right option for me. Its not gonna be easy, but its gonna be right at least.....
Met with with Kl and Win on friday. It was supposed to be a pressie buying outing, but ended up with us all chatting and talking at all the weirdest place. First in front of the wisma aquarium, then at THE CENTRAL @ taka and then just in front of a random shop. =) It was great meeting the gals and just catching up. Though it was short but it was great nevertheless. =P Then there was the mother's day celebration with the whole family. Shared with yen & yu to get all my aunties and ah ma & mummy white roses this mother's day. =) the smile on their face was priceless. Now wads can i get for father's day.. hiak hiak... *)
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