a girl u never quite get what u see

Saturday, April 15, 2006

These days i like singing & la-ing & humming to songs while studying... who cares if its out of tune or that i get the lyrics all mixed up (everybody except me actually, ha.) Its the closes i can ever get to free-spirited these days.

鱼在水里哭
我握着你的手
说鱼在水里哭
你笑着说
别傻了
鱼并不会哭
它们是一种没有眼泪的动物
树在雨里哭
我抬头看着你说树在雨里哭
你温柔看着我说树并不会哭
他们是没有思想情感的植物
我突然的无助
没有眼泪的悲伤没有人清楚
只能呼吸着不被了解的孤独
一个人静静祈祷一切会结束
我矛盾着无助
很需要你能给我一点点保护
想对你说的话却总说不出
我变成了植物
没有人在哭
你摸着我的头说没有人在哭

我在哭只是没有人在乎

我突然的无助
没有眼泪的悲伤没有人清楚
只能呼吸着不被了解的孤独
一个人静静祈祷一切会结束
我矛盾着无助
很需要你能给我一点点保护
想对你说的话却总说不出
我变成了植物
没有人在哭
你摸着我的头说没有人在哭

Psst, can keep a secret?

I think being the likeable chummy buddy is a drag. No matter what way its neither here nor there. You can never fit in directly(EVER)and u continue getting the tease even though there's nothing goin on. You trend the line between them and wonder whats its all for.

I panick about close people distancing from me or that she will leave me someday. The past is so captivating that i refuse to look away, what if its no longer there when i turn around.

Interesting observation:

L:"problem expressin urself well,as in how you express how u feel/think"
L:"u keep too much to urself"
I think i am read like a book.

Being a cheerleader to friends can miracally lift u up from the pits, cos as u spoke the encouragements through your mouth and u hear it repeated , u sort of believe in it too. Like white lies. Like +ve thoughts. even more so like.....

ning11:57 PM

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