Heavy heart. . .The constant drag of something of to be become. What, i can't pinpoint and THATS exactly what that is killing me. Haiz,whats the problem. And what is my problem? I think sometimes i lived in my own bubbles,unaware of whats happening etc. Sharing session with kl was too short but definitely sets me thinking and ready to start out again. Meeting her for lunch every tue is what motivate me to wake up early. Where else can i find the closeness i felt from having insightful conversation with her , the same closeness i shun from some people. but how come 3s a crowd?? NO what. WHY WHY WHY. <=this i hope to change. =) SLeeP, very deprived of it. . . =O