Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Unsettle business is no good.
Found myself not wanting to talk to yen,
choosing to tell all to win instd.
Its like we each have our own thing to take care,
and they doesn't include one another for now.
If i think different social circles,
experiences,
personalities,
education
doesn't make us more different,
i am so wrong.
But if you think different
means not getting along,
i said there must be a balance.
In times of problems sometimes
all we really want is support.
why bother so much about the
what ifs, maybes not,...
so if it was just wistful thinkings
its doesn't really matter in the end.
doesn't it?
THE questions in my head is nv meant
to be answered by you anyway.
I know its stupid
to choose what i like to hear
but don't ask me what i myself
DON'T KNOW.
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SECRET NO MORE
I could see the pattern already.......
.............know what i want..
.......repeatedly..
...justify my actions.....
....practiscing what i said.
I read ... history...regret....
how funny... wonderful.. freely can be.
tries to be funny...silly...lame...
a past ...anymore...move on as...
..till late..... ambitions.. my dreams
..enjoy....
a painful reminder...forget....
haunt me.. did not...distracted.
maybe i just like....
*p.s: can't understand the above, don't try cos most likely u won't get it right. ahahhaa =) thats all i am sharing.
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trying to not read too much into our(apparent) indifference.
tts what that scares me(more).
ning12:06 AM