Monday, February 06, 2006
Sometimes i think i am crazy. Not heck care crazy ( i wish ). More of nonstop crazy care. Ever faces a inner conflict that involve endless possible consequences and ALL negatives response from the person, ALL IN YOUR HEAD. So when u actually get to talk, U get so pissed and mad u just doesn't care anymore. And who cares if NONE of yr thoughts ever happen,its became real (subconsciously) and before you realise it and stopped it, its snowballed. And then finally, u realised u have nothing to talk about. Cos all u ever wished/wanted to say, its had been "done" over yr head. So for no particular reasons, everything changed. And like a self direct movie, it ended up exactly the way it had always played in your head, except it jumped straight to the ending.p.s: no comments/thoughts/questions abt this entry pls. =)
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