Friday, December 23, 2005
Things can be so good and bad at the same time. I seek comfort in them. The dependacy and laughters they can provide, and the familiarity that was meant to be from the start. I could do more , definitely. =)
I lie awake at night afraid how things could change without me realising it and wanting it. time. schools. distance. I could do more , definitely.
Dwelling. Its funny how u don't feel the ache all the while until u let yr curiousity gets the better of u, and then u start going in circles again. Lost, unsure if u want to move forward. I could do better, definitely.
Results was disappointing & ironic & unmotivating all roll into one for me. I could do better, definitely.
=-) After a long absense from excerise, finally went cycling. THe last time i cycle was with the gg gang at paris ris i think...LONG time agooo =-) cycled with yen doubles then. now, i cycled doubles with yu.. =-)
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