a girl u never quite get what u see

Thursday, December 29, 2005

There's something i cannot understand. Friends, do u choose them? Many people do sighed and exclaimed, that friends before University are really the ones for keeps. Hiak Hiak, no? I am one of those. However, when i was in JC i did feel the same way too. I looked back at my CHIJ days and kept comparing whatever was then(in IJ) with now(JC). Man, was i unhappy. Then i found DMNs and 1 other memorable personel *wink wink.. and now(UNI) its never the same. Cashlines girls not included though. Technically, we met before university. And untechnically, i love ur company too much, to wish for otherwise. =PI mean u gals accept my "chicken slaughtering" singing, and can actually applauds. I knew then that U all lub me too , ahem, *despite my flaws. *grins.

Oh, i digress again~

For the longest time after teritary school, i forgot how to start a friendship. In schools, you are put in classes. You have classmates that actually sit beside you and talk to you. That will not rush off the moment the tutor finished the last question. You are in a class that are filled with chatters and clinques. You have conversation. Now, you have awkward silence. People excusing themselve to the toilets cos the tutor is not there yet and the class is too quiet to bear. SLAM!aka SIAM! Slowly , i am becoming this batch of "invisible" people. Creeping into class and rushing off to the next,only. I looked straight for A seat in lecture most of the time(unless i am with karen), cos i know no one is expecting me. Neither am i expecting anybody. I brisk from one spine to another, not slowing down to look for familiar faces. All the while determined to avoid saying hi to accquantines.

And (some) people who initiate friendship puzzles me too. Its like they never talk to you in class at all and then AHA! found you in friendster and proceed to be your best buddy from then on. And shower you with care, helps , notes, messages and questions.Messages. MSNs . SMSs. So easily accessible, thank you. Friends, do u choose them? Maybe in uni, its express everything. Why go slow when you can go faster.

Have i make friends in uni? yesh, sure. Today was the date for registering of my modules for EEE. A friend couldn't register some of his subj and called me, grumbling about how he being IN SCHOOL and yet still can't get his timetable. And he will be trying for the same lab with me. I was happy las, finally got company for lessons. Then best buddy 1 msged me and told me he is in similar situation and asked if he can call me. (there. that's the difference) I din replied to the msg , and the reason is not simply i'm lazy. Then he told me the crusher. He is trying for this tutorial slot which is same as mine. I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT CLASS!!! =S

On a happy note, I got My timetable exactly the way i WANT. =)

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