Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Looking at my "schedule" for after exam activities, i can't help feeling excited about what the end of exams WILL bring. Now during exam , its exam, scv and internet. whahaha, i know there's really no much difference for now and e hols. WHich make everything kind of depressing. =P Now most of my "schedules" look so appealing only cos its the exam period. EVERYTHING is so "i -want" only bcos of exams. But after exams, its like.."orhhh, like that only ah??!!" greedy.The excitement is catching on me, and so is expectations. orhhh, and expectation is a dangerous thing.
Its 2am bedtime for me these few nights. And its super stressful when u have to wake up like 550am the SAME DAY, and u are the type like me that takes forever to fall asleep and take just as long to be waken up. SO i toss and turn.fully awake,brain @ its most alertness. from 12. then its 1.my stomach groans..still awake.try sleeping in all kinds of positions. and when i finally yawn, its like 2am already. =)
and this exam i have been like a panic freak. A bit paranoid even. U see, i will arrive in the exam venue at least an hr before the papers. Super duper scared about being late, or being at the wrong hall. woahahhaaa, So i rather sacrificed sleep than do my stoopid silly stunts again. =P
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