Saturday, October 22, 2005


tonight a particular someone make me so angry that i seen a side of myself that i never seen before. he called me . And i ended the call with "...stop it. f*** off ". I never been so angry with anyone before. AND so insulted by anyone. And this was a friend. he lost a friend the moment he utter that rubbish shit.

Shouted so loud alone in the room that my mummy and my ah ma, and my relatives all came in to see what happen. Mummy still thought i throwing tantrum. alone in the room? with no one or anything ? But when they know what happen , i got their support.

Crying was good. reliefing and kind of a escape. Tried calling yen but she din pick up. Luckily kl did. Pour out everything to her, and feel instantly better. But i think she is scared stiff by my outburst the moment the line got through. hehe, gal thanks. =) for being there once again.



Re-telling what happen makes me super angry and sad at the same time. hehe, i do not want to type out the whole incident cos i think he is a real s-hole and its ultra insulting to even be type out. hmm, or maybe not. i think i might just said it out here.

***decided not to after all. I will tell u , if i want to tell u know. =) lets keep it tt way.

Whatever i said or he said before doesn't matter. I dun think its matter. And even if we analyse everything and anything that was exchanged/said/wahtever, he is still the idiot rude fella. If he said that in my face, he is surely getting a tight slap across his face. BLEAH! insulted , obviously. disappointed, very~ cos he was a friend. AND GUYS OUT THERE, ITS NO WAY TO TALK TO A GIRL LIKE THAT. like kl said, even girls to girls we dun said that. And its plain insulting and rude to come out of anyone mouth. HIEK, it does not speak well of himself too. This is not the first one-off incident, so i am damm pissed with him.

I was thinking if my f*** off is call for and is it rude too, but i decided what he said is sufficient for me to rattle off all the vulgarities. But because of the limited vul vocabulary i have, tts all for him.



A guy should NEVER use the loudness of his voice to win any agruements.
Hello, when the other peson can't even hear what u said, no point rite.only triggers those negative feelings. Not nice~

Insulting someone doesn't make your point right.
thats NOT the way to stroke yr ego. dumb.

Putting people down doesn't make u the better one.
if u have that weakness, can u just admit it. AND not pointing out THAT WEAKNESS at someone else the next moment u can. stoopid.

SAying all those mean, hurtful nonsense words then explaining nicely afterwards.
guilt. fake? ITs rubbish ok. no use already. No one will want to listen



However things actually turn to a better later tonight. hehe, after yen came home. .....

Then then, my dad said ok to our holiday plans. We actually plan to go hols in december and was thinking of europe or taiwan. My dad suggested ( like encourage blah blah, actually meant its decided .*in a gd way las) that we go USA and TAIWAN. And for 14 DAYS , like 2 weeks. Like spending christmas oversea. Like like, hmm, ahaha, like so fun~ So we happily start planning to where we want to go , the cities etc and the suitable dates. Planning already is so fun, gosh, hehehe, got so excited and happy. hehehe. and we already make plans for next year. ahahham but one thing at a time. hahaha, =)








TOOK the pic cos i like purple. NOT COS OF THE @ GUYS WALL PAPER. hahahhahhaa

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