CAMP BABES have officially ended.

The winner is my personal favourite.

We have a crowd on that night.

Jobs were allocated & done to the best of our ability,

Friends who promised to came down , did come down afterall.

It was our event~

however

strangely

i felt numb.

Maybe cos, it did not feel like our event.

Maybe cos it hard to believe we came so far

Or its cos of e last min crop up shits, thanks to momo & the other party.

hate it las.

why do i always NOT feel excited after events that i looked forward for days??

expectation?

the long wait?

the disappointment?

or cos yen cried, kl disturbed, & e rest frustrated.

Anyway, overall it was great cos

 1)of the people who make it possible, kl, tim, clem & yen, and cos of these friends(benny, sean & eugene)and their friends tt  came down to support me ohhss, and cos of the chance meeting of tpjc friends. saw benedict and alfred (odac) and SIMIN(02s13 classmate ) at the event too. SIMIN was down cos of her SNAG magazine promotion. =) super proud of her achievement sia =)

2)And cos of the photo taking fun BEFORE the event at the every beautiful and fun toilet of momo. hehehe, and cos of the MAC breakfast at 4am after our event with the scratchworkz gang.

Throughout the night, if not for the realisation that i got so much more from this, with  friends who make time out of their school schedules, tuition lesson and training to come down so supportively and from the scratchworkz gang who despite some disagreements and lotsa of frustration stay together , I will be there crying and detesting the world and be demanding that the world revolves around moi~. Sadly it doesn't and unlike school and home, i am not shelter by friends or family. I have to live with it, bracing myself with all the shouts yelled at me and the bitchness and snobbish of those self-righteous pple.

it was a night of silent observation of people, human nature

and a silent protest of how ugly they can be

for 2 girls. (not me las)

smiles, girls. though U dunlike what u see.