a girl u never quite get what u see

Sunday, October 09, 2005

This past few days have been very very hectic. Its sort of breeze past way too fast , way too UGLY in some cases & way too short for others. =)

studying alone in this secret corner i discover in school is great! condusive and quiet. Comfortable but not disruptive. alone but nice. UNLIKE the libray which after repeated search around for a empty seat, proves fruitless. every BENCHES IS taken. EVERy tables are chomped. every computers taken too. * pang pang. spend half an hr or more just looking for somewhere to study. Yahhh , i even try LTS.
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Updates on event. Meet up with the sratchworkz gang on fri and again on sat (minus kl, who is at the other side of sin). It was great in a very sick way. hmm, nothing offending but just that its nice to meet up with the people and all but there's so many EKKie situations to deal with. Haiz, and meeting up SO near the event CAN NEVER be good. Its bad. Cos it means ALOT OF last min unforseen and totally unexpected things have crop up. Feel as if i have been lead to go in a circle. Bizmen are scary. Very. they are so so smart, & so ready to wolfs U down. Blah~ we actually sleep at 5am last nite. Heard my auntie alarm clock rings, and she prepares to wake up while yen & me ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz. =?

On friday, i actually attend and did the training class for the babes(CAMP BABES AT CLUB MOMO ON 13th OCT @ club momo, sorry cldnt resist). Cos one of the girls did not make it in the end, and i stand in for her. Gosh, any MISCONCEPTION i have about a model being a EASY job is removed/abolished after that experience.The MALE instructors make it look so argh-natural and so so femimine. I did not follow. I couldnot be bother nor wanted to try his "diva-ish" poses or walks. Its just not me at all. Attitude??!!! if i even try, its more of "Don't smile= black face" & definitely not the attitude they want. hahaha, =P ANd wearing so locok among the other beautiful girls with their heels, mini skirt, preety get- ups, try not feeling short & small. BLEAHHHH.

Self expression i sucks @ at. I stumble over words during presentation. can never get my ideas across.can end calls at record timely cos i rocket thrgh thems. Get interuppted & "whatever" at, no matter how much i try. I speak too fast. And thinks up new stuffs even faster. Bleeah conversations. Blah meetings. Pui presentation. Been repeatedly pointed out or demanded to ===> express myself clearly. duhz,if its that simple.

hahhaaa...
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