Wednesday, September 28, 2005
TO: Bok, a special friend
Hope U are feeling better already.Never been good with words, but U will be strong rite l?U always have been .. =) like a mulan =) Must take care of yourself , EAT SEAFOOD IF U REALLY REALLY HAVE TO . =P *hugs
I hate being torn between them. Both i love to protect them from any hurt or bad vibres, but why is it that i have to make a choice when whatever i do doesn't seem to be deem right. I know i am biased. but i am biased for both of them. Neither of them do i want to be put down than the other. Neither's effort i wun want to praise and thank for. Its stoopid to destroy what i share with either for anything, so i rather i be the one to get the blows from u. pls , u alr know how i am so easily swayed by what others think, what U think, dun make things any harder for me. Dun let me lose what i so painfully get together. I was strong. but i am crumbling alr. Its not nice k. just return to the usual u , can? the side u are, the oen that everyone sees and love abt u?
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