a girl u never quite get what u see
Saturday, August 20, 2005
Sone Guys are just disgusting b************. ... On fri, at jurong east i took took a seat after standing for more than 1/2 the journey. THat was the worst decision man. I took a seat beside this SKINNY bangadesh!!! I first i thought nothing of him suddenly opening his legs. He tested my patience again when he keep looking over. I was reading my notes , and i just thought naively that he just was curious about what on the notes cos i do read over papers shoulders sometimes.I move to the wall till i take only half the seat, and my notes at a angle away fom him. But when he keep repeatingly does it, i can't help feeling conscious of my hmm, front. Damm disgusted k. So i stare at him, whenever he does that. But i could not stare long b4 i turn away, cos i think he is disgusting and extremely scary. Then he did the most low class , and disgusting thing. He tried to do the sketeching( forgot how to spell, pardon me k, as in i meant turn of body las...) of his upper body by turning left & right. Its damm arghh k. who does that when u in in those 2 seater with an opp sex and a stranger. Lucky i was guarded already and had my arms blocking his 'advances'. Shit man lors. He make me damm disgusted and pissed lors. I was like ????, what was he thinking. However , i did not move away or alight at the next stop though i did consider it many times. But i was like a few stops away & i hate to let him see me scared or what. HE go and die k. Keep reminding myself not to be prejuiced over bangadeshh or bias against guys, but he damm b***** k. I tink this desperate guys get high over so small thing, U know he actually put his hands on the seats to push himself up the seat when he is alighting , and brush against my hips.He is young lors, he doesn't need support to get up.arghhh.. I am damm disgusted and feel so invaded. Like that also shiok. And what i was wearing jsut a shirt and jeans. F*** . I was tramadise and feel so damm scared when i saw him alighting and him still keep turning to look at me. f***. Its like those eyes of thosse criminals , that kind u see on crime watch. Feel so so bad till i ccried, and later again at the toilet. Gross man.

YOu may say why did i not move away? why did i not alight? why nothing was done? I was stupid. I deserve it. Well go on kick me when i am down. Rub it in.... Now, i am even more tramudise by guys. And crowds on mrt just make me feel so trapped. !!!! Evil shit him.

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Today was a good day though. Went out to shop, cos was thinking of buying mummy's present. haha, but in the end, papa paid for everything. And we shop like siao, cos papa was signing happily too.So mummy , yen & i shop happily too.. ahhaha, Got lots lots of stuffs , somethings for yu too. Cos she has tuition so she din not join us. But hors, i think i need no sugar daddy lors. I have one at birth already. MY papa, always "Never mind never mind . BUY buy " for us. But for him, its " never mind . never mind. don;t need. don't need. " * double blessed.

Then at night was Marche. =) it a treat from the ignite president. hehe, though some money came from canvassing. woahhh,,, each of us got $25 to spend. ahhahaha, joann and i eat till we bao bao bao. =P Though we stick to each other through out the night like always, cos the rest we are not close with ones.. But food was good.. ... =PPP

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Tues going for the shiesido hair show. Yen is not going cos her hair still short she din want to cut. But now i have a problem, there's not much for him to cut too cos my hair is not long and i want to keep it long again too. Its definitely going to be fun & exciting though cos Kl doing the show too. And i finally will have a change of hair style too. Not sure what now though. PHoto taking. photo . photo.. hehehee =P

More things to look forward to .....
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