Monday, August 29, 2005
wenning other other
Don't ever ever put your feelings in the line. If it can be stopped, then stop it before its too late. Yah, i know the "beep!" form your phone always get u excited cos,it could be him messaging u AGAIN. Yah, u can't help feeling flutterly and happy when u are with him , can u not? But don't don't ever confess first, cos what if its one way? how do u know, if both of u got together, if he really really likes u?and if he did likes u, will u be the 'lesser' one in the relationship?
So do what we all are born capable of, w-a-i-t. Maybe all your patience for this life time will be all used up by him, but u have to protect yrself mahz. Its scary to even think about its, and many a times that 1 possible success, will make us think irrationally. So much so that u ignore the risk factors. The biggest leap of the faith mayb,but what if he will not be there to catch ya.
Impulsive action may not be the right one.
Wen Ning other
I always thinks that alot people see results as a very impt and determining factor to what they had done or plan to do. Its like there is this saying that meant something like, the only thing that separates the brave and the foolish is the result, that thin line.
BUt i say be "FOOLISH", and for once listen to your heart. Darn, i know how scary it is to test the unknown. WHat if it just ruin EVERYTHING!!!what if, what if that ,... But seriously, its all about the pride, and for the first step, its getting ready to put whatever reservation and have whatever fears about embarressing yourself and making a fool out of yourself thrown out of the window. It not foolish , if it really meant something to you.
Don't live with regrets k. Cos one day u may realise its was meant to be then, but time, situation and people changes ,and things becomes not what it is before already. By till, u can kick the wall, punch your pillows and cry, then its gets too late.
Hmm, from what i read, u sound so happy and giggly despite the content, as if yr heart and minds are operating seperately!!! And the pleasure of liking someone, falling head over heels, and analysing every details no matter how small, is plaster all over your entry!!!! =P go for it girl, cos my very accurate sixth sense , tells me its both ways las. What U need now is courage, either from him or you. * pray pray that he will be the one who spills the beans the hidden feelings and agenda to u first.=)
but gal,So what if there's IS more risk to say what u are finding hard to hide, its more impt that U still feel the same despite the risks. And every often, its the process that we shld be looking at and not the result. . . =)
hahah, pardon me for my nosey-ness, but girl tsk tsk.. i love what u wrote. think u are so brave already.
ning12:29 AM