Send in a application for Zen girls (pic incl), but was rejected. Yen and 2 of her friends got in. Hmm, was bothered about it and disappointed at first. If i said my confidence did not drop a notch, i will be lying. My twin sis lei.She got in i did not. Rejection just sucks! HOw ever, as quickly as my green monster came , it left pretty fast. =D I have a big knock on my head. I always thought that i have no problem finding jobs(as in temp kinds las, for now) as i always been lucky. ahhaha, always told my parents & yen SERIOUSLY that i will get any job especially with interviews. ahhaha, cos i can 'paint' a very nice picture for them. ahhaha, however, my declaration is always meet with laughters and utter amusement by my family. ahham i guess they know how well i can say things to make them feel better, from the many many times i assure them i will wake up on time for lessons. oh well.. ahhahaha =)  And i guess how things turns out or develops, really is a reminder to not get too asured of yr place & to be thankful of what U already possessed. And,U know cos they will be getting a free creative mp3 at the end of the work, yen is giving me hers ! I told her i wanted a zen mini (green or purple) when she told me i can choose any player that is below $300. She is so so sweet hors??? *bless . So in a way i am leeching off her again, ahhahhaa, but she won't mind , well at least she won't mind till the next time we had our fights. ahahahah!

joann did a super sweet and thoughtful act today. so happy , u know. To know ahhaham , that i can count u , this smart sweet gal as friend. hehehhee, She msg me last night she wanted to meet me to pass me something.When i meet her she passed me a present for Yu. And when i sneak preview what she hand written and drawn on the card, i just smile & smile & smile. ahhahahhahaha, =D Pass to Yu alr. She super paiseh that u bought her somthing. hehe, but she smiles too when i gave it to her.
Bok if u are readin this, i have something i been wanting to U for a long time.
Some people works very hard to get a result , but however did not get to enjoy the result,cos of environmental changes. Even if they rightfully should. I am very grateful for your chatter box & fun personality ,for taking the fall repeatedly to make me speak up. U held the key that eventually gets me to not be a loner anymore. Throughout my last 2 yrs of sec life, U encourage me to talk more and open up... When people mention how yen is relatively more quiet tham me, i will always give credit to U. This friend cum parthner in  my sec sch yrs, who never fails to make me talk and talk and laugh and cry with her. U don't know how much U help me.... Thanks. =) remember me this way , i still has that ART =-P

Its these people that comes to your life gracefully, and just leave so many 'imprints' of love , care, and kindness in your life. As i am typing these entries, my mind is flooded with examples of how i was touched by many 'angels' and yes, i am thankful . very! They just keep setting higher standards , and inspire me to set a standard too.. ahahhah...