Thursday, July 28, 2005
DRAG SCHOOL SO MUCH.. this is the second day in 4 days i am in the EEE ihub avoiding the lunch crowd!!! Arghh, SR skipping yr1 lects today, KL recovering at home, Joann nv reply mag.. BOO! hahaha
Today came to school with lots lots of inner turmoil...
-had this sick in the stomach feeling, like feeling car-sick the moment i wake up..
-had this eekie feeling like those slow motion clips. Its kinda of like running in sand. DRagginng...
-the heart beats at irregular timing and randomly...
try feeling all of these emotions ALL AT ONCE AND FOR THE LONGEST TIME, its horrible!!! So that's why i PREDICT , something bad is going to happen. MAybe i will be stuck in the rain with no shelter, and get splash wet by oncoming carS. Maybe i will fall and slip and have all my food spilled on top of me. MAybe i will get stuck in the lift cos i refuse to walk down a level of stairs, and i will be all alone. MAybe i will just gets all paranoid & end up on the toes for the rest of the day, waiting for nothing to happen!!! ahhahahhahahhahahha.=P
oh well.
I need to find attractive girls. tall. pretty. eloquence. easy... hmmm compared to finding tall, handsome & elouqence ba.!! ahhahaha, 0=PP
Yesterday i realise f.r.i.e.n.d.s have their different reasons being in MY life. As in when you are with a particular group/individual friends, you receive different kind of happiness,motivation or encouragements. Like each group have a common topic which you will be more than willingly to share with them and at the same time, you learnt this same lesson when you are with them. Like PeiLYnn, when we are out with her. Yen and i agree that we are often encouraged to be ambitious , to work HARD for what we want, to NOT take studies lightly. With my JC girls, they nv fail to ignite the old school fun in me. Reminding me how fun JC life can be. For G.G girls, its always the feel good factor that you can always count to get from them. COS these bunch had been the longest friends we ever had, where nothing cannot be shared. CL batch always taught me how efforts are needed to keep us together. I always relearn the importance of effort when i am with them. Its true in many of my other friends, some i learn the need to forget , others i learn the need to remmeber.
OH GOSH, this is a super lonng entry, and a wordy one. ahha, no pics, no colourful colors, just words
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