Wednesday, April 20, 2005
1) I am amazed at how much my dad & mummy loves me & protect us....Yet so guilty of taking that for granted.
I would use family oriented to describe myself. My friends would agree but would most likely add wen yen -oriented too. =)
But sometimes i feel that no matter how much time we are spending together (i know my parents like that we spend time with them, though my dad loves to tell us to go out & have fun to know more people(guys included) while my mum likes to nag us to be careful and she still thinks its best to start dating after uni!!) ahahha, they provide quite an different view ahuh, thinks they just want to confuse us lei.=P ,
its not enough...anyway, last night suddenly found the motivation to study , thanks to friends which reminded me that i still has a go in computing and not to give up yet... so there i sorta told my mummy i gonna stay up late ans study. It was 12 le ba, not sure but i know it was late and my mum had just had a tired day at work and had just finish teaching my naughty, mischeivous, refuse to listen to advice bro and had to wake up at the same time as me tml. She repeatedly told me not to stay up late , and to drink chix essence. (tempted to use nag, but i will be an ungrateful idiot to say it!!) i also repeatedly told her i dun want, & ask her to sleep early and went up... She then came up twice with a bowl of slice strawberrys and peeled longans, & chhix essence. I wanted to cry liao by then and it actually gave me tt extra push to study harder, later, but all i could said is thank you ,.. wish i could do more and say more........ =)
then tonight, i saw my dad packing up after us. HE LIKES TO joke THAT we conquer the place whenever we go, littering it with our books, notes, stuffs... =P hahah, okay maybe its not really a joke la.. anyway there he was packing the giantic pile of bag and lined them up at the sofa in our study room. Then he looked at those more bags hanging on the chairs too , and those at the sofa, he commented,JOKINGLY that he wanna open a second hand bags shop and sell them away, le-long them, more useful =( ...") this is a director of the company, this is the son who goes to my ah ma house to buy her dinner every nite, taking care of my belongings, making sure i am okay,. SO once when yen remarked that this papa set a high standard for all the guys in our life, thats why we are still single and being told that we have too high expectations....i could not agree more...
now i know i wanna be a mother like my mum, and my guy had to be like my dad. ....
role models of my life.....
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