Thursday, March 24, 2005
back in primary/secondary school, that was the favourite question for essay writing, or when you write in those books that are passed around in class before graduation,asking lots of questions like" yr fav colour? yr fav food? who are yr best friends? etc" ... i srill kept mine. Reading through, its quite funny to read what my friends had written. And i did remember that for any books with this question that were passed to me, "my ans then was always---- to be a super woman. hahaha, not the flying super hero. but a successful career woman. ahhaa, maybe then the term was commonly used or popular. maybe i was impressed by the name. but i knew then writing it down at every book that comes my way, I meant those that sits at the 88th floor , have sea view scenary and all she has to do is sign on papers, while sitting on that big comfortable big chair. hahah, that was then. My interpretation of the job scope , was well, hahah, quite far from the truth..
through my 19++ years, i wanted to be / to do lots of things.,. :
1) wanted to be A DOCTOR. cos when playing masan masan with my cousins. it was always coosl to be the doctor. Then when my cousins "spring back" to life, ohh, such great fun. then there's also the noble idea , to save life and to cure people of sickness. writing in horrible handwriting and havin a nurse to read them .. haha,
2) i wanted to be A lawyer. cos when the tv serials where the lawyers are fighting out in the court, woah, its so exciting and its always gets us rooting for the good lawyer. .. haha, but now really, somethings are not as clear cut as how tv protray them to be in. But lawyer is fun too, cos of the white nest u wear on the head. and that black uniform .. ahha . smart!
3) i wanted to be A AIR STEWARDESS.cos you can fly for free to the many many countries. and look super pretty and elegant in the uniform . hahha, thought sitting areoplane was fun (still thinks its fun) so its make the job double appealing.=P
4) wanted to work in the banking and finance sector.
5) wanted to be AN EVENT PLANNER. cos i reason, if since i like to plan my stuff so much, i might as well do a job that does exactly that. ahha, then others wil help carry out what i plan, puuurr-fect.
6)wanted to earn lots of money and buy tons of bread to the poor countries. to give them so they can filled their stomach. i have this idea back in primary school. .. cos i thought bread is the most easily transported staple food then.and its cheap, so i can buy ALOT ALOT. hehee =P
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i wanted to be so many things when i was young, but now i realise what i am studying is not for any of the jobs i wanted to be when i was young. NOW studying engineering, well, i believes that what you studied in does not meant you wil be working in that field when u're working. .. But but..... some of the jobs above i can nv be in. now am confuse on what i wanna be , , , hmm , have a silly thought, let's say the one my husband is a pilot, then i can be an air stewardess. if my guy is a doctor, i can be a nurse. if my guy is a businessman, i can be his secretary. if he is a photographer, i can be his model. if he is an actor, i can be his manager, if he's a soccer player, i can be his cheerleader. hahaha. but here's the problem. well, my job will be center around my guy. but i haven found one yet. ahhaa. so for now, my dream job HAD to be put on hold. ahhaha, ---rubbish me. !! ehhehe,
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wanted to declare to the world: wen yen is a computer idiot, ahhaha, she deleted windows explorer from my hp computer. and now its cannot start up. all the files gone,. and she will be forever labeled a "computer idiot" by me,. will remind her everyday. ahhaha. can't believe she thought microsoft word and window explorer is the same thing. who's the blur one.??? huh huh. ahahhaha, i din know which one of the below i wanted more, to kill her, or to laugh at her? decided to ban her frm hp computer after she repaired it.. *)
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today realised how stubbornishly i am .. =P came home late. planned to study at 9pm. 9pm:decided will start on maths tutorial first. cldn't find my tutorials. checked upstairs not there. check downstairs not there. found it upstairs. ready to start. but maths lect notes(psrt 2) missing,refuse to start on tutorial till i find that lect notes. look at question,cld hav tried w/o the lect notes- but stubbornly believe i need to hav everything b4 it start. checked upstairs. not there. check downstairs. not there. checked up again. not there. found it downstairs stuff in my bag. look at clock 9.35pm. shit, no time liao.. ahhaha, wasted so much time looking for the lect notes, realise i just need part 1 in the end,which i had all along.!!! =P
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