Saturday, March 26, 2005
The last time i ran was like may be in jc 2, aug? after the napfa test, i stopped running and excerising totally. =P .. but NOW i feel that i need excerising. planning to drag my younger sista with me to run .. OMG.. hahaha,, after so long! anyway, was toking about this when we were in the car. my dad was like encouraging my sista, yu to join me. THEN as a way of encouraging her to join me , he ssaid:"AIYAH, dun worry las. yr jeh jeh also cannot run long one las...." =P true , but HELLO, ahhaha, will attempt to prove him wrong tml. =)
today nothing much happen, so much so i felt i never lived today before. BUt the irony thing i so much actually happened around me. Today was like i am just a passer-by watching all this stories, scenes unfold before me. Its like everyone going on about their LIFE w/o me. maybe thats explain the lonliness and sadness within. ITs like when there are more people, you actually feel more alone. dun know if u guys ever feel like that before. TOday i am so not supposed to feel this way!! today all my relatives, super hyper cousins included , all came to my house. brought my bro and sista to swim. went to town alone to shop around for stuffs(!!). went to eat dinner with the whole families. today was actually very much a bz, supposedly memorable day. & wads more tml , yen's MARCH MADNESS is finally here. after being so excited about it for so long, after sharing so much with kl abt it during lects, after discussing with the organisers abt it, i should be excited today. but what i got today is nothing good. SHIT, i am losing my optismistism . my hope. arghhh, wads happening. die lar die lar, if i lose my optismistism , honestly , there's nuthin worth left to wanna know abt me. JUST AN EMPTY SHELL.
this is an blog overdose with negativities..... =P
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