Friday, March 25, 2005
....I saw this 5, 6 max years old boy crossing a 4-lanes road.When the light turns red, and the green man appears, he walks steady past the others pesdastrain and the vehicles. HE was so small compared to the adults walking in froups. So tiny next to everything around him. Carrying a white plastic bag, face firmly looking forward. HE WAS ALONE. & me I WAS SURPRISED. I checked the pple in front and behind him, see if they are familiar faces to him. Then I saw him hurriedly his foot steps. Thinking he was catching up to the adults in front of him, NOPE ! he just wanted to beat the "time". HE was alone. OMG~ the first thing that i thought of is," woahm he super brave sia. so independent." when i was like his age, the only "road" that i cross are those formed by toys, and books all scattered on the floor ..=) Then as i thought more abt it, I suddenly have a realisation. he who never meet with danger before will never understand the dangerous nature of it. someone who never been in a relationship before, will never know understands wads it will be like in one.=)
....was on the bus again. haha, when this particular incident make me feel a tingling warmth. a old lady came on board. she was moving slowly while the others have already seated. the bus din moved. its still din move, until the old lady has been seated. this act of consideration is repeated to every elderly that came on board.
....there was also this incident tt i was reminded cos of wad happen today: this old ah ma was walkin down the asle of the bus. when the bus jerk forward. she fell flat on her back. i was shocked and stumped for a sec. the bus jerk must have make her helpless, and when i saw her fall flat to her back ( usually pple falls on their bum rite?), i was like oh no, dun like let anything happen to her. then i tried helping her up, but she was about the same weight as me ba i guess , cos no matter how i tried to help her up, she wasn't able to get up. then the aunties seated at the side, told me "(in madarin) old people fall down, cannot help. they must stand up by themselve.. the more u help the more they can't get up, must stand up by herself. ..... u gd gal, but this kind of thing cannot. she must help herself. stand around her andd support her can liao. ." i was shocked.. hahaha, then i followed their instructions. then ii realise its true. =P the ah ma got up quite fast by herself, and was walkin and chanting" mei shi" as she walks to the nearest available seat. i realise something i din expect to learn from the incident. din thought much of it , until something i read today that makes me wanna tell this story to the person. =) sometimes, the best you can do is support .trying to help someone out of a difficult situation/ unsolved & fan problem/ with their slow studies progress, with all the solutions u can think of / all the ideas you can give/ with all the help u can offered... sometimes what best may just be staying by and simply support that person.. ...
.... very excited about this sat and next thurs.. ahhaha, yen's bash wil be on friday, and there will be a long x nv see friend breakdancing too at her event.... and kl will be down to help out, ... can't wait.. excited. VERY UNCHILD_LIKE liao rite??!! nah nah nah nah,, ahhaha. oh will be discussing with the hair dresser to cut short my hair, =P my length has been with me for like , since sec 2??!! b-o-r-ed
spitz out
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